Tapering: anxious, lazy, out-of-shape, irritable
Race: period, nerves, 14 hours, to-do lists
The journey to tomorrow's Ironman has been one of self-discovery and personal records.
I faced my fear of a second open water swim, rode my bike 100 miles alone, ran my heart out.
I asked myself the question, "do you believe deep down that you can do this?" and took a month to finally answer, "yes."
I surprised myself with my strength and endurance. I learned I can do anything I set my mind to.
I realized the support of my friends- from listening to my fears, texting me through long bike rides, staying by my side through an open water swim and planning to stand on the side of the road to cheer me on come race day.
I've hit the bottom and questioned everything about myself. I've cried on runs and sung my heart out on the bike. I've grown as a person and I've become an athlete.
My left shoulder will start hurting 1000 meters into the swim. My legs will feel on fire as I climb Sugarloaf Mountain 39 miles into the bike leg. My body will want to shut down when I challenge it with a marathon to wrap up the day.
And that's okay.
I have sweat, love, tears, friends, determination and inspiration to carry me through.
Tomorrow, from the 2.4 mile swim to the 112 mile bike ride to the 26.2 mile run, I will think on these things. Tomorrow, I will be an Ironman.
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